First Time Event

I'm trying hard to get back on my creative juices in writing. It loses my creativity due to my "time-consuming" emotional crisis which I blogged about it in my previous post. This is one of the things that I don't like to happen again because it's difficult to get back on track.

So, my remedy is that I went to the Nuffnang Blogopolis PH 2012 event on November 18, 2012 at Makati Shangri-la Hotel. It's my first time to attend the blog event after having the Exsilent hearing aids. I was surprised to see that I can hear everything with no extra effort. I didn't need a recorder anymore.  I learnt a lot from the event and was able to grasp important lessons from different speakers. I also engaged with other fellow guests. I hope that these event can help me to establish this blog. :)

So, these Exsilent hearing aids are helping me to cope with my listening skills. The only downside of these hearing aids is that sound programs automatically switch programming mode due to the loud pounding rocky music background coming from that event.  But that's okay for me since I never go to the noisy environment.

 But for those who love listening to the pub music or any noisy music, I suggest to have your hearing aids fine tuning for that noisy environment.

My Long Absence

I'm back in the world. Sorry for letting you wait for so long. I'll share with you for some latest news which I found interesting in my next succeeding blog posts. But for now, I'm sharing my story.

I suffered a long severe emotional depression along with hidden anger. It's a shame for me to tell you this because I'd been studying and learning in a broad range of topics about mind-body-spirit (MBS) development for many years but it didn't heal my own emotional crisis. I held it for more than four months after continuous series of harassing and accusing me of something I didn't commit as well as using other deception methods to bring me down.  What shocked me more is that those people are my mentors and close friends for many years and now they are revealing their true colors. I thought they were my true friends for life but I realized I was wrong. They are not... I'm so blinded...

It's a coincidence that it all happened at the same time.  

I understood that it was all because of underestimating me due to my hearing disability. But what's wrong with having a hearing disability?  Why are they so hardworking in fooling, scaring, and deceiving hearing impaired people?  

One by one, everyone is going to leave me until I'm back to being alone.   

Then one by one, I'm going to clean all the messes that brought to me. 

Even though the problems are solved but my hidden anger and emotional depression are still stuck inside myself.  And I couldn't get out of the bad memories that lingered inside my mind either. 

I realized one day that there is no point of holding grudges for so long as it never brings me joy and happiness. So, what's the solution?

On the spur of the moment, I am able to find the LIFE LESSON after these happenings through silent meditation and self-reflection . Then my emotional crisis disappears instantly. Wow! I never thought I can heal my own crisis! :) So, I'm pretty sure it will not happen again ever... Life must go on, you know...

Here is my work and my own design! Hope it helps you too as well. :)

Enjoy!:)