My Long Absence

I'm back in the world. Sorry for letting you wait for so long. I'll share with you for some latest news which I found interesting in my next succeeding blog posts. But for now, I'm sharing my story.

I suffered a long severe emotional depression along with hidden anger. It's a shame for me to tell you this because I'd been studying and learning in a broad range of topics about mind-body-spirit (MBS) development for many years but it didn't heal my own emotional crisis. I held it for more than four months after continuous series of harassing and accusing me of something I didn't commit as well as using other deception methods to bring me down.  What shocked me more is that those people are my mentors and close friends for many years and now they are revealing their true colors. I thought they were my true friends for life but I realized I was wrong. They are not... I'm so blinded...

It's a coincidence that it all happened at the same time.  

I understood that it was all because of underestimating me due to my hearing disability. But what's wrong with having a hearing disability?  Why are they so hardworking in fooling, scaring, and deceiving hearing impaired people?  

One by one, everyone is going to leave me until I'm back to being alone.   

Then one by one, I'm going to clean all the messes that brought to me. 

Even though the problems are solved but my hidden anger and emotional depression are still stuck inside myself.  And I couldn't get out of the bad memories that lingered inside my mind either. 

I realized one day that there is no point of holding grudges for so long as it never brings me joy and happiness. So, what's the solution?

On the spur of the moment, I am able to find the LIFE LESSON after these happenings through silent meditation and self-reflection . Then my emotional crisis disappears instantly. Wow! I never thought I can heal my own crisis! :) So, I'm pretty sure it will not happen again ever... Life must go on, you know...

Here is my work and my own design! Hope it helps you too as well. :)

Enjoy!:)